Astaghfirullahaladzim, I do not know why. I feel dilemma at the moment. However, flash back to my final exam (T_T)

• Audi 2  73%
• SPM 66%
• Structure 2 91%
• Intro to Femi 27%
• CCU 71%
• MKI 79%
• Writing 1 86%
• PPK 67%
• Reading 2 23%
• Speaking 2 82%
• Intro to PR 81%

I do not know whether it is match to the lecturer assessment or not, however it refers to my measurement.

Fiuhhh,,, besides final exam, there is also something settle in my mind that is very hard to decide. I do not now, I just cannot think clearly. I am dilemma in something which needs an assertive and a reasonable decision. While I was escaping, there was someone trying to pull me back. I… I…. I do not know what to do.

I have experienced many things, I have felt many things. You did not undergo what I did, so lucky you! I have been hurt for so long. It is very painful. I just cannot go back again. I will do if it is suitable with what I can do. AAAAARRRGGGGHHH,,,,,I do not know what to choose!!!!!!!!!!!!!!