In such a complicated moment, Alhamdulillah I got some surprise from my mid-term scores. Alhamdulillah, though I thought that I could only get a very minimal score for every of my course, but the result was beyond my expectation. Really, really beyond my expectation. Alhamdulillah ya Allah. At least these scores would be able to help my overall score from my dropping final exam score. . Actually I am not so ambitious with so-called “highest scores”… What I need a lot is feedback; to know how far I understand the subject.

However, though some courses did distribute the results, some others did not. I know that the others would bring me bad news, e.g. grammar because the lecturer, let’s say, is not so cooperative in terms of providing the correct answer. What I worry most from this course is that when the students answered correctly, theirs would be crossed anyway. It is OK if the score is relevant with the work, but if  it is not, it will just let the students down.

Oh yeah, I’d like to share my experience when getting “my solace”, not to be exaggerating, I reverse the letter in bold-italic

The first course that distributed the mid-term result was I esorP hsilgnE, Alhamdulillah I got ytenin. Actually on the paper, written 70, but when I calculated again, in fact, the lecturer miscalculated it. So, she corrected it, then. Alhamdulillah.

The second course was seidutS esenapaJ which marked mine ytxis, Alhamdulillah, I am so thankful for this anyway since I thought I would get 40 for this mid-term. Why I thought I would get 40 is  because I have no literature for the mid-term, so I relied on my note only. Fiuuhh,,,Alhamdulillah.

The third course was xantyS-ygolohproM hsilgnE, I got evif ythgie. Ya Allah, I am so so so so so so so THANKFUL for the result of this course. It was really surprising since on the day the result was announced, I was on Kongres Pancasila secretariat to help the preparation. So I asked my friend to see my score. Besides that, the surprising sense was also because I could not predict whether my answers on that mid-term were correct or not that I thought I would get 40. So it was so surprising that I got the erocs tsehgih. However, I recognized it as God’s bless. Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah continue reading…..